My Valentine from my LOVE!!!

You're My Beloved-Kari Jobe

You're my beloved, you're my bride

to sing over you is my delight

Come away with me my love

Under my mercy come and wait

Still we are standing face to face

I see no stain in you my child

You're beautiful to me

so beautiful to me

I sing over you my song of peace

Cast all your cares down at my feet

Come and find your rest in me

I'll breathe my life inside of you

I'll bear you up on eagle's wings

And hide you in the shadows of my strength

I'll take you to my Quite waters

I'll restore your soul

Come rest in me and be made whole

You're my Beloved, you're my bride

To sing over you is my delight

Come away with me my Love!

I just got back from an amazing trip to LA with my amazing friend Marisha! We got to spend all of about 72 hrs in the beautiful sunshine and with some of our amazing friends( Cameron & Chuck best Valentines a girl could ask for). Yesterday was one of those days where you actually feel what has been going on in your life all at once. I've become so numb to so much in the past six months, that i didn't know what it meant to feel and have real emotions(other than bitterness,confusion&anger). In the moment of the most amazing sunset i have ever experienced i felt. i didn't just feel a little i felt it all. I felt every bit of anger, resentment, worthlessness, frustration, pain, hopelessness, etc. down to the joy of the Lord and knowing his arms were around me. Having for the first time a true since on security. In the moments of despair and crying in the backseat of the car i know that Lord was there and even if know one else got it i new he was crying with me. We where having a funeral.

The old me is dead and gone and I am a new creation in Christ! Life might be crappy but i know the Lord has me. I know that he is so much greater than anything this world has to throw at me. I took some time and actually looked at my tattoos today, they all have a meaning and are things the Lord has spoken to me(other than the one on my back lol). The song lyrics above are something that was spoken over me several years and since have continued to be one way the Lord reminds me of his promises He has from. The Word beloved is tattooed on the inside of my wrist. The Lord has been screaming this at me and i've just kinda tuned it out, that i am his beloved. The exact lyrics in this song is everything Jesus has been speaking to me... come away with me.. you're beautiful, my beloved, my bride, i will restore you...all of it!!! I just go it!!!! I needed to go to LA for the Lord to shake me.. so i would stop and listen and this is what he said

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3c9oi5xNIpo